Women and Relationships
As days go by and my story is shared, the people that really listen show me how they feel. Whats weird is when people tell me stories about their past relationships, how their ex was crazy and jealous, it gives me the confidence I need. Being jealous and controlling is NOT how a man should behave in a relationship. By remaining in your own illusions about what you think your girl is doing, you're fucking with yourself and with the one you really care for. I can admit it I was the jealous one and I messed up, badly. I feel you cannot beat yourself up over nonsense like your girl cheating and lying, because deep down inside, way down underneath that self perpetuated madness, you feel so much love for that woman.
Rely on that love at times when you are alone, when you feel the odds are against you, because you have someone there that loves you, and would protect you at any cost. The love of a woman will change your very eyes. The world will take on new meaning... the sky seems bluer, the flowers more fragrant, and every interaction between you two will be precious.. but when that love is taken away because of a man's stupidity and arrogance, the veil of love is lifted and that beautiful quality the world once held is gone. Everything will seem harsh and stale. Hearty meals cannot satisfy your hunger, nothing will taste the same. All that clarity and meaning you strive for and worked so hard for in the beginning will crumble. You will know defeat.
Once you find the woman that makes your heart skip a beat, do your best.. and above all... Love her.
Rely on that love at times when you are alone, when you feel the odds are against you, because you have someone there that loves you, and would protect you at any cost. The love of a woman will change your very eyes. The world will take on new meaning... the sky seems bluer, the flowers more fragrant, and every interaction between you two will be precious.. but when that love is taken away because of a man's stupidity and arrogance, the veil of love is lifted and that beautiful quality the world once held is gone. Everything will seem harsh and stale. Hearty meals cannot satisfy your hunger, nothing will taste the same. All that clarity and meaning you strive for and worked so hard for in the beginning will crumble. You will know defeat.
Once you find the woman that makes your heart skip a beat, do your best.. and above all... Love her.