It seems that it is time to look away. Away from the past. It has driven me insane, so many echoes of a family, a love, the loss. The scars will soon quit peeling and I will look beyond. New skin forms at the edges as time ticks by. White cells create new bonds and all is well. My past will be forever woven in my flesh. Old foes and new loves will ( Read more... )

1.) How can he know I am depressed and still choose to be blind ( Read more... )

Its all just a familiar echo....the craving for blood. More specifically, the craving for my own death. It runs through my head like wildfire. Nags at every shred of sanity like a child in the back seat of a car on a long car ride. Always pushing, always shreiking. Can't even sleep. Just want death. No point and yet I am still here talking.... ( Read more... )

I'm gonna explode ( Read more... )

How many times will I be subjected to all the lies ( Read more... )

Not sure where I am in life right at the moment. I keep falling for lies and I hate it. I am going to be working at Walmart soon on third shift and that is good, but I am extremely intrigued by Amanda's offer today. Her and her husband, Jeremiah, are moving back downstate and they asked me if I wanted to move as well. Aside from my two college ( Read more... )

I find myself lost, lost in a position where I would love to just dive deep into another person's soul. He is wonderful, i many ways, but he has given me reasons to question his trust, and that tells me that I am most likely diving into dangerous waters. Waters that I have drowned in too many times. I don't want to die again. Yet I have never been ( Read more... )

If I'm so pretty ( Read more... )

Love be gentle in the night ( Read more... )

Open up your eyes....The answer lies within your grasp ( Read more... )