Dec 14, 2005 05:20
1.) How can he know I am depressed and still choose to be blind?
2.) If he can't deal with my depression (other than acknowledging that I have it) then what is the relationship?
3.) Is it wrong to leave Gaylord and ultimately leave him behind as well?
4.) Is it right for me to stay in Gaylord and be miserable when what I really want is a big city in a different state?
5.) Can I go to sleep every night knowing I left him behind?
6.) How do I tell my father I want to leave Gaylord?
7.) Would my depression take over my sanity if I lived with my father?
8.) Is it o.k. to be afraid of leaving everything behind?
9.) Who should I trust when every person causing pain claims that they are the true allie?
10.) Are things in the status quo working out here in Gaylord? Am I happy? Will I be happy somewhere else?
11.) If he has seen what I can do to myself when I am depressed, then why does he not take more interest in what is really going on with me? Does he not care?
- - - - Bonus Question - - - - What is the right answer to my problem?