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blah blah blah blah......
thats all i keep hearing from anyone who screams at me for telling me i fucked up again!!! ::sigh::
i seem to not care anymore about what people say or what people think.....since New York i seemed to get so angry at everything and fall so hard to a burst of tears and rampage -- Now i think im just fed up of how people ( Read more... ) -
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of course i missed you too crystal!!!
love to all....im in fl now.....and i miss everyone up there
KELLI!!!!!
LoVe FoReVeR--
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awesome
do you know how much i miss you kelli???
well.....its been great the past couple of days and i have too much to say.....im extremely happy here now....basically went to lake compounce, daves graduation, and my cousins show.....it was awesomely amazing!!! especially daves graduation!! i'll tell more if you ask.....and i know who will well she doesn' ( Read more... ) -
omfg i saw you again!!!
OMFG.........
i saw your face again today....
i saw your body again today...
i saw that look in your eyes again today...
i saw your smile again today...
i saw that great ass today...
i saw your lips kiss me today...
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death metal ex = emo surfer guy.........maybe!!
Im soooooooo nervous about tmrw.......
wtf am i gonna do......
RELAX!!!
just don't picture someone else.......thats all im gonna say b/c if i picture sally i'll rape you!!!
lol.........nite
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I had a dream i kissed you last nite......
and then i woke up! Help me!!!
it was the realest thing ever and i didn't want it to end....i still get butterflies thinking about it....
when will it happen for real....i guess i'll have to wait an eternity for that one
other then that........
being here is as good as i thought it was gonna be.....if your ( Read more... ) -
my newly found drug......
Im emotionally torn into pieces that probably will never fit the way they used to.....
I'm addicted to him!!! hes like my drug.....AND I NEED HIM!!!! and i want him.....and im gonna get hurt.....i have already just knowing that what everyone tells me is rite....and that is im gonna eventually get hurt! I put myself into these postions because im ( Read more... ) -
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okies my awesome weekend....was pretty Fuckin' awesome!!!! well most of it....of course it had major UP'S...and major DOWNS........
first things first....FRIDAY....
went out with brad, patty!!, and pattys friend...eleni? well it was just supposed to be me and patty and eleni but i didn't wanna feel like 3 a crowd....so I was like lets call the ( Read more... ) -
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I wish i wasn't such a disappiontment to everyone and myself....i always seem to fuck up some how.....::blah:: i thought things were getting better....hahaha.....i guess not! i cry b/c i always do everything wrong.....i always make the wrong decisions.....i cry because i need someone there for me.....i mean here i am on a saturday afternoon writing ( Read more... ) -
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muahh!!! loving all of my tru friends who want to be there for me and care about me and treat me like a person and not something off the side of the road.....THANK YOU!!!
here's something i stole from Brad & Patty......
01. Comment with your name and I will write something about you.
02. I will then tell what song/movie remind me of you.
03. I'll ( Read more... )