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I wish i wasn't such a disappiontment to everyone and myself....i always seem to fuck up some how.....::blah:: i thought things were getting better....hahaha.....i guess not! i cry b/c i always do everything wrong.....i always make the wrong decisions.....i cry because i need someone there for me.....i mean here i am on a saturday afternoon writing about how horrible i am....but really im just a pathetic loner.....
i wish i coulda comforted you when you needed it....but i didn't....and the things your going through seem to make me so very sad as well because i know what your goin through......and you don't know it one bit....