the fact that im totally reminded of your bullshit all the time is sad.
but the sad thing is i want you sooo bad.
&&when you look at me the way you do makes me miss you soo much.

im tired.

&&as patty would say.
myspace is better. <33

if only you knew. i accept you more than you think i do. you don't accept me for me. you don't accept the fact that i don't think and do the things you do. you wish i was more liek you. but i can't be. i don't want to be. i don't have to be. &if you don't want to accept me. than whats the point of wanting to be with me.

what do i have thats sooo ( Read more... )

I'm done. over. poof. <33

::sigh::

Reach out to me.

make my heart brand new.

every beat will be for you.

Gosh. i hate missing people. people who i know i will prlly never ever see again. People who have moved on with their life sooo much that i mean absolutly nothing to them. i wish i didn't have regrets but i have too many to count. <33

"and you promise me
that you believe
in time I will defeat this
cause somewhere in me
there is strength

reach out to me
make my heart brand new
every beat will be for you
for you

and I know you know
you touched my life
when you touched my heavy heart and made it light"

oh well. i've been replaced by someone you hardly know. i know you hardly know them. :: ( Read more... )

Dammit we went to the beach this morning....&i forgot my eff'n camera.....

Those Pix would have rawked everyones toe sawks off

Man i've been sooooo busy lately....ive had no time to hang out wiht anyone....BLAH!!! but my birthday is def coming up and im hoping i get to see everyone in action!!! b/c everyone is missed so much <33

&i luff you all ( Read more... )

Do you ever want to see life through someone elses eyes??

not just anyone though.....someone very particuliar....

you want to know what he thinks about all the time....if he really is truly sad...or if its just a fake....what his true feelings are for you.....if what everyone says about him is true....i want to know how it feels to be him.....

how ( Read more... )

Today She Gave up.....&

Today She Brokedown....&

Today She Couldn't Take Anymore....&

Today She Went To A Better Place.....SO....

Today I Felt Weak....

Today I Almost Gave Up...

Today I Almost Left....

Today SHE DIED. &I felt like my world fell apart.....

R.I.P -- My Dear Aunt Snooky

U kept my whole family together and i don't know whats gonna ( Read more... )

I frankly don't care if any of you truly care about me or not anymore.....

I'm just here to let out my feelings about my life.....&right now my feelings are torn from the unbeleivable stress in my life....I feel like i've lost soo much rite now....I don't understand why I let people take advantage of me....I don't understand why I can't make my own ( Read more... )

Have I changed at all???

supposedly i've changed into a person that people don't wanna hang out with....WHAT?? i haven't noticed anything different but if you have seen a difference you can def tell me...b/c me being your friend would like to know if something is bothering you about me!

oh BTW....

the way guys think is totally ridiculous in my book ( Read more... )