my newly found drug......
Im emotionally torn into pieces that probably will never fit the way they used to.....
I'm addicted to him!!! hes like my drug.....AND I NEED HIM!!!! and i want him.....and im gonna get hurt.....i have already just knowing that what everyone tells me is rite....and that is im gonna eventually get hurt! I put myself into these postions because im weak!! i need someone there for me...to hold me! so i rely on anyone who can and will...even though i'll get hurt in the long run.
when i go up there...ima hurt myself more then ever...just knowing that the only one that i loved and truly loved me back wont be there....and even if he was i would get hurt...because he wont be there for me!
::sigh::