i am here neither to neither judge nor condemn, but to love.

sometimes it is as if i ask myself, "how badly do you want to fail?" i know what i do isn't glorifying to the Lord and then i think to myself "hmm, how can i make this worse?" as i give myself false assurance that all is well i deepen these scars i dawn on my mortal body. Jesus have mercy on me. i shall die by morning without Your strength. nothing ( Read more... )

who am i kidding? man i'm a terrible person. i mean, i need to work on so much stuff. the only person that i'm kidding is i. i'm so selfish it's amazing. i mean whether i am doing things to my sole advantage, or whether i am putting myself down, i am focusing all attention on me. it's terrible. not only that, but i don't think about what i say. ( Read more... )

the Lord blesses so many areas in my life. this weekend seems exciting. tomorrow, or today rather, my family (including myself) is going to get my nephew, michael, the cutest, sweetest baby. so i get to baby-sit that guy. then saturday, i'm going to phillip's brother's wedding. i'm so happy for josh. he and carrie are doing things right, and really ( Read more... )

save me ( Read more... )

yeah, i don't really keep up with this thing. yeah, i have some rad friends. it's too bad when they are all sad. people let small things bring them down. they eventually become sad for no reason, and because there is no actual reason for them being sad, they can't be helped. nothing can be solved. then their friends feel like bad friends. the ( Read more... )

all this luster blinding people ( Read more... )