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sometimes it is as if i ask myself, "how badly do you want to fail?" i know what i do isn't glorifying to the Lord and then i think to myself "hmm, how can i make this worse?" as i give myself false assurance that all is well i deepen these scars i dawn on my mortal body. Jesus have mercy on me. i shall die by morning without Your strength. nothing ( Read more... )

i'm realizing a lot of things. i'm been feeling very lonely, but i realize i just need to get over it. i have the Lord and He is all i need. but the lonely i have been feeling isn't a spiritual loneliness necessarily, but rather an earthbound loneliness. it's a worthless thing to have. i mean, i just am haunted by my past. it reminds me of the mae ( Read more... )

let me not run away
from Your love
the love that is Your Son
Your Son who was sent
upon the cross for us…
the pain we feel
is but temporary
the reign of You
is for eternity
hine mah tov umah na'im
Yeshua Yotzar
Yeshua Ha'Mashiach
baruch Atah Adonai Elohaynu, Melech Ha Olam
omein
our transgressions cast upon You
not a bone
not a bone
ani khai
ani

life sometimes seems like a poor game to see who has it worse off ( Read more... )