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So much on my mind...
Not only am I physically tired because of my job, my mind is also exhausted. I did a whole lot of thinking last night while I was at work. The is one of the things I hate most about my job, it gives me way too much time to think. Well, while I was working, I was thinking about my relationship with my husband. We're not actually married, I just call ( Read more... ) -
Long time no write
It's been a while, so naturally there's a lot to say. Lets start. I'm not going to DeVry. They kicked me out cause I sucked. Now I'm not mad at that; I deserved it, but they wait to tell me after I start my classes (paid and everything) and I'm half way thorough it. That was a bitch move I think. I'm going to a community college now. Next, I had a ( Read more... ) -
Eh...
I'm so freaking tired right now. Well, I'm back at home now, no longer staying with my sister (finally had enough, and my mom helped out with my return). I got to see my friends, and everything is...all right. I'm excited about starting my new classes- finally on campus- and I can't wait to show my full potential, but there's always something in ( Read more... ) -
So...
I don't know why I write entries on here rather than using my actual journal in my desk drawer, but we'll just add that to the list of things I'm not so sure about myself. I haven't actually said everything that has been going on (at least I don't recall doing so), but I guess I can do that now. I've been staying with my sister for a while- since ( Read more... ) -
Ehh...
Man, do I hate it when I get like this. It's not depressed exactly, but...it's hard to explain. It's like a numbness, a lack of feeling and emotion. I don't know why it happens, but it does and it's completely random. I feel lost, and defeated. I usually have to blast music in my ears in order to get over it (for the time being). It's not as bad as ( Read more... ) -
Happy New Year!!!
So it is finally 2012...well that's all I can say about this year since it just started, haha. Last year...sucked (it was the most emotional for me, that's for damn sure), but I'm gonna try to make it all work out this year. I guess my resolution would be to make the best of what I have, and don't take things for granted...and maybe stop ( Read more... ) -
Today!
Well actually have a lot more to talk about other than today, since I take forever to post things. I've been doing okay I suppose, sometimes going into a relapse of depression, but I conquered that crap (I won't let it get to me!). If you're thinking it's about a guy, it isn't, it goes way deeper than that. School has been...bad. Needless to say, I ( Read more... ) -
Since Saturday.
This past Saturday was the best. I woke up with an awesome positive mood, took an awesome, dance around in the bathroom listening to awesome music, and made myself extra pretty. I went to a party with all my friends (that I missed so much) and had a great time. I thought about my ex, but I didn't get sad, I looked at it with a "it was fun while it ( Read more... ) -
A Good Day
So, as a short version to what has been going on these past couple days, I will say that I've been horrible to my significant other, and we are currently on a break. At first it was a horrible thing, but then we talked and I realized I was way too dependent on him for happiness. So, I put the ring he gave me to the side, and set out to make myself ( Read more... ) -
PenPals
Okay, I would really like a penpal, and it's because I've never had one before. I'm currently taking my college classes online due to family stuffs, and so I haven't really met anyone new. I would like to have a penpal in order to have that opportunity. So, if you guys are looking for a penpal, you can count on me to be one. Just send me a message ( Read more... )