I'm so freaking tired right now. Well, I'm back at home now, no longer staying with my sister (finally had enough, and my mom helped out with my return). I got to see my friends, and everything is...all right. I'm excited about starting my new classes- finally on campus- and I can't wait to show my full potential, but there's always something in ( Read more... )

I don't know why I write entries on here rather than using my actual journal in my desk drawer, but we'll just add that to the list of things I'm not so sure about myself. I haven't actually said everything that has been going on (at least I don't recall doing so), but I guess I can do that now. I've been staying with my sister for a while- since ( Read more... )

Man, do I hate it when I get like this. It's not depressed exactly, but...it's hard to explain. It's like a numbness, a lack of feeling and emotion. I don't know why it happens, but it does and it's completely random. I feel lost, and defeated. I usually have to blast music in my ears in order to get over it (for the time being). It's not as bad as ( Read more... )

This past Saturday was the best. I woke up with an awesome positive mood, took an awesome, dance around in the bathroom listening to awesome music, and made myself extra pretty. I went to a party with all my friends (that I missed so much) and had a great time. I thought about my ex, but I didn't get sad, I looked at it with a "it was fun while it ( Read more... )