Wow, I just "restored from draft" and an entry from a year and a half ago popped up. I'm alive! I don't know who updates on here anymore, but here I am if you do. You can find me at www.facebook.com/tahillia and www.twitter.com/tahillia. I hope you're all well! 

My absence doesn't mean that my life isn't going well because it is. I've just been too distracted to get on LJ. I haven't even gotten on ONTD in like a week which is totally unlike me. I've been busy with the dogs, the holidays, friends, etc. Actually I just got into "holiday mode" this weekend, but that's kind of beside the point ( Read more... )

 My mom and I ALWAYS shop for Thanksgiving on Tuesday or Tuesday night when the crowds aren't huge and now I know why. My mom and I were both under the weather yesterday so we put off the shopping until today and it was CHAOS. The grocery store was crowded and everyone was grabbing for the same items. People were causing traffic jams with their ( Read more... )

 Gah... Each day Emmie gets more and more mischievous. She gets better in one area (house training) and gets worse in another (biting/nipping/teething). We've made it three days without an accident but she is teething like crazy so she chews on EVERYTHING. She's stealing shoes and basically anything else she can get her mouth on. She has about 250 ( Read more... )

 Don't mind that gibberish I posted today. I said "feelings" but I really meant "libido" and I'm going to work on that.. well, *I'm* not going to work on it... no, nevermind. That's all I'm going to say about that!

Life is.. eh, it's fine. The dogs are doing well. Emmie hasn't been having many accidents and she hasn't had one at all in two days. ( Read more... )

 Feelings are stupid. I'll elaborate later but right now I have to iron the bottom of my pants to make them longer so they don't look stupid with my heels and then I have to peace out. My hair appointment got moved from 1:30 to 1:15 about five minutes ago and I was not ready for such a huge change. jk, of course, but I do have to get going. I still ( Read more... )

I got out of the house today and I feel soooo much better as a result. I just left and ran some errands that I needed to run. I put on makeup and cute clothes and heels and it helped a lot. I know it's so simple, but I guess I just needed some time to myself. I called my OBGYN and unfortunately she's on vacation but her nurse told me what to do. I  ( Read more... )

 I can't even look at my mom right now. The stuff that she just said to me was inexcusably mean. She hit an all time low. I hate how she's always the fucking victim and everybody else is the problem. She's ALWAYS innocent. She has a huuuuuge victim complex. It's painful to be on the other side of it. She villainizes everyone. My dad even said ( Read more... )

 I have finally decided I'm going to call my doctor about all of the PCOS bullshit. It's not healthy for anyone to be on their period for 14 weeks straight. I'm pretty sure I'm anemic and I've developed a whole host of other problems including a rather (un)healthy dependence on pain pills. Yea, having to take two to get through the day really ( Read more... )

I don't know if I can do this right now.