I finally had the ultrasound this morning, for the lump in my abdomen.  I wasn't allowed to eat or drink anything, including water, past midnight.  The water thing is difficult for me, as I'm constantly picking up a water bottle, even in the middle of the night.  Every time I wake up, even a little, I have to drink some water before I can go back ( Read more... )

I am killing myself watching TLC baby shows.  Babies are everywhere.  They are on every episode of every TV show we've watched this week.  I read about them, I dream about them.  Cuddy's baby on House was mine mine mine, even though for some reason I was in an airport in not-Seattle and baby was in a PINK sling of all colours and I was a little ( Read more... )

Two weeks ago, after over a decade, I finally made an appointment with my doctor to check out the lump in my abdomen.  It's something I've had for so long that I can't remember how old I was when it first appeared.  I only remember that it was at camp, on an overnight at the sailing/windsurfing docks.  I remember playing on a windsurfing board, and ( Read more... )

This is not a "Lifestyle".  This is my LIFE.  I am how I am, not how I live.  And right now, I'm an angry queer girl.

I'd really like to just go live on a tiny little island in the middle of nowhere.  With the internet.  Yes.

At the same time that the American people finally took steps towards something positive, they also succeeded in stomping all over the rights of citizens all over their country.  Not only did Prop 8 pass, banning gay marriage, but in many states they went so far as to ban civil unions between same-sex couples.  And to make it illegal for same-sex ( Read more... )

Yesterday, our phone line went dead.  Ironically enough, just a few days ago I was looking at Shaw internet phone to save money.  I hate Telus.  Now I hate them even more.  I waited until today to call them because I didn't want to deal with it on my birthday.  So I called them today from my cell, and oh for the love of god, that's the first time I ( Read more... )

Thursday, I spent my entire shift at mall doors.  Mall doors is the slowest, most boring place in the entire store.  I read two magazines, and the entire 1-2-3 Flooring book.  Mall doors exists purely because we're connected to University Heights mall, and therefore someone needs to be at the exit to watch the bathrooms, and the security gates.  No ( Read more... )

I work a closing shift - maybe it was 8:30, maybe it was an hour later.  Maybe I did overtime.  Ride home in the dark, watch for the moon above the horizon.  Open the door, and the animals come running to greet me, excited that I'm home.  I meet my wife in the kitchen, where dinner is almost done.  She hands me a drink she's mixed up from the bar ( Read more... )

I really did mean to post this sooner...but you all know me ( Read more... )

Dear Steve

You are a lazy fucking asshole.  I hate your guts.  Have fun in September when you have no staff, you cock-sucking douche bag.

Have a great day!

PS I quit