i have a crush on a girl who is moving away in month, this is seriously the 4th time this has happened to me... i only like girls i cannot have and will never... life is just a fucking tease. i fucking hate it more and more each day i fucking hate it . i hate money... i mostly hate moiney and stupid pricks and mostly portland maine. i hate ( Read more... )

i love it when you actually live and life just proves to you in it's most kind and suddle fashion that you are doomed to repent and venge hateful anger upon thy time upon thee. i seriously think the most significantally important, relevant reason we live, most specifically me is to hopefully be witness to armegedon which i totally dont give a shit ( Read more... )

i n eed to stop drinking and killing myself.

o h not much to talk about, really. got bored with not updating. school will be done soon, that will be nice and enjoyable... i will have to do something. but i dunno where or who. times are silly and such. i dont know what its gonna be like comming up, people are moving away. jon is moving to newer mexico. it's funny to think about the fact that ( Read more... )

last monday night i saw graham coxon live and in concert at the paradise in boston , it was one of the best shows i've ever seen, pretty fucking rockin if ya know what i mean. it was weird because i was watching the opening bands play and then i look over to the left of me and there's graham coxon standing not three feet away from me in the crowd. ( Read more... )

oh nevermind, i put it up there and people fucking bitched about it and sent it to the graveyard. i'll figure out some other place... [EDIT: Go HERE! http://www.imageweb.info/photo/Sli13844.swf]
i dont have a life so soon i will have something better to look at

hey i made a lil animation, it's pretty jittery, but hopefully someday i'll be able to make a whole cartoon... this was kinda just to learn the program. i think i'm getting the jist of it... just need to brainstorm... yeah i didnt do shit tonight, thought maybe i would and was excited to but no, nothing, as expected. anyway please go here : Read more... )

tonight my back hurts on the left side. earlier, i learned the word "kegal" from a cosmopolitan magazine. baffling discoveries. it is fun to learn but i havn't been learning much of anything i have been needing to learn. i have not scored higher than a 75 on any test i have taken thus far this semest. when it comes to the statistical equations/ ( Read more... )

last night i shmammered myself. i just wannted to note some stuff. at amigo's if u go there u most likely will see the most beautiful girl in the world, shes the bartender and last time i got really drunk i remember harrassing her to give me more lemons, oh what a boy i am. i also asked if she could play the pixies which she most joyously did. and ( Read more... )

favorite pop group: Fruit loops and milk
favorite cereal : LFO