May 05, 2005 01:17
i have a crush on a girl who is moving away in month, this is seriously the 4th time this has happened to me... i only like girls i cannot have and will never... life is just a fucking tease. i fucking hate it more and more each day i fucking hate it . i hate money... i mostly hate moiney and stupid pricks and mostly portland maine. i hate everyone except for beautifuyl bitches who move away... i dont like life. i am sick of it.... i need to get a job. i need to enduce a coma. and wake up in the year 2031, and pretend that i am robert de nero and robin williams is my doctor. i am worthless and i cannot have worth. i fucking seriously am not very healthy in any sense... it will all come to an end one way or another... soon. goodnight