In this world and this society, we kinda have no choice but to sort of pretend to be nice at many times in our lives. Like to customers, clients and sometimes even towards friends.

While you thought that the person closest to you would understand, apparently not so true.

Had it become a state that we still have to kind of not be ourselves even when ( Read more... )

I'm shifting to Sembawang cos my mum wants to and my eldest brother freaking forgot to give a bullcrap about what I need and want. And I need to pack up by wednesday when I'm supposed to work from Monday to Thursday. It's a total WTF moment when my bro and mum drop the bomb, like hell, I'm the one paying for the rental yet I'm not the one making ( Read more... )

And it will happen.

Of cos it takes some work and determination.

I always wanted to go to NYC, like a childhood dream, and I finally did, and didn't wanna leave. The experience is so wonderful, it's feels like wonderland to me.

I wish upon a star, I'm trying to believe.

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I got inked...

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Since I was very young I kinda knew money is a huge factor in life somehow, I guess at times we compare what we have against others around us. So I remembered when I was like 5, and for a couple of years, I said I wanted to be a lawyer or doctor, well, as these are the professions that seems to earn a lot.

Time passes and interests arise, I fell in ( Read more... )

When you planned out a future with someone else, it feels like you are building a dream. Then suddenly you woke up, everything's gone.

My feet reach for the ground beside my bed, it feels so unstable, dizzy, like I've been dreaming for too long. Every time I close my eyes I feel the air around is quivering, it feels like I'm sinking while the world ( Read more... )

Many things happen in out life, millions of things happened, and yet most of the time we stay the same, our thoughts, how we feel, the way we do things, our aims and goals in life. Then one day you meet someone who changes all of these, who changes your life, this is the person you want to spend your life with, no matter who hhe is, what he does, ( Read more... )

1) Save money

Seriously I need to do something about it. That includes stop shopping for anything I like, eat cheaper, less money on gym and cutting down on overspending on other activities and things that are less important in life,

2) Slim waist but bulk on other parts of the body.

Difficult but can be done and will be done.

3) Find my soul-mate, or ( Read more... )

I'm starting to feel robotic about my life.

Work according to schedule, sun tan early afternoon and then gym on off days. Watch American series and play games at night.

Not that I'm not enjoying it but maybe I should add a little more colors to my life.

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G seldom send me to work even if it is weekend. It's often family matters that got him busy etc so I kinda accepted it.

But somewhere in my heart I always felt he is not doing enough since the many mistakes made in the past.

So this weekend as usual I need to get to work, and it's in the afternoon like 3pm, so I suggested the day before for him to ( Read more... )