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[mangoboi]

When you planned out a future with someone else, it feels like you are building a dream. Then suddenly you woke up, everything's gone.

My feet reach for the ground beside my bed, it feels so unstable, dizzy, like I've been dreaming for too long. Every time I close my eyes I feel the air around is quivering, it feels like I'm sinking while the world

Comments

[chrishansenhome]

Hugs; I hope that everything will turn out OK.

[mangoboi]

Hugs. It will be.

[seaweeds]

In times like these I find it helpful to write a list of all the things which I am grateful for - my life, my home, my family, my career, my friends, my memories, my experiences, whom i have become, the things I have learnt over the years ... *hugggs*

[jsangye]

I agree with seaweed. Do go out more with friends and share your feelings with them. Don't keep yourself at home. This is a fragile period, and I am concerned u will slip into depression. Take care.

[mangoboi]

Aiyo look at where I was at when I posted that, that's why alone and type all that lo~

[mangoboi]

In case it doesn't say, I was in Japan alone.

[keewhee]

nice. say hi to the japanese boys on my behalf

:)

[mangoboi]

Hahahahahha