So, I coasted into my driveway at exactly 3 o'clock this morning with a smirk on my face realizing that although my parents were sound asleep and would shudder at the hour I was coming home, I was simply coming home at my usual hour...crazy. It's funny how drastic changes are. Some are sudden, some are about as slow as a mouse moving a piano. ( Read more... )

Hello again, or should I say for the first time. So I went on a trip to see some people this weekend, and I realized that I hadn't written in a long time. At one point in my life, this was my main writing outlet and sparked many other types of writing, although I never actually kept a physical journal. Well, life progresses in the funniest of ways ( Read more... )

So a few times around the merry-go-round and it seems I'm on the racetrack again with everyone else. A little tentative, but moving none the less. I hope everyone is enjoying their summer, and I do hope to see you soon. Just to let you know, I am planning Lindsay's b-day (Sara thought of the theme), and there's more in store for all of you! Love ( Read more... )

Nothing like a good movie to get me goin again! I swear, there is something to be said about the feeling you get after watching a good movie. You never want the feeling to end. I'm so glad to have surrounded myself with people that appreciate art, even slightly. Otherwise, my conversations would have been very dull. Can't wait to have a healthy ( Read more... )

I can't... I've typed a dozen sentences and erased them all, and this is the only one that I can manage: It all hurts.

Do you ever feel like you have so much to say that you can't possibly speak? You subconsciously believe that saying nothing is better than actually letting yourself say all those things you want to say. Sorry I haven't written. But allowing you to read my words would have been like allowing you to enter the action/romance/comedy/tragedy/thriller ( Read more... )

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Well, I must say, that was an enjoyable night! I can't believe how fan-bloody-tastic you all are. Thankyou so much for being there, especially the boys who saw a lot more male ass than they planned to that night! By the way, no hangover, yaaayyy! I learned a ton last night, like different ways to use clothespins and that as long as you surround ( Read more... )

I am a living, healthy human being at the doorstep of a whole new door to a whole new room. Tonight I went out and just...drove. I had three of my closest friends with me, and I could feel the force pulling us all to just keep moving forward. So we did. We drove up north, past the school and scottsdale mountain, past Cups, into Fountain Hills, out ( Read more... )

Today was just plain....trippy. I am happy to be living today, which is good. But what I want more than anything right now is to talk to you, to tell you that you need not to be afraid. I know it is you that has looked darkness in the face, not I. I know it is you that witnessed the edge of the cliff, not I. But I felt like I was along for the ride ( Read more... )