Every day I can count on hating my parents so much! They are screwed and I get to drown with them as they believe I have to rely on them and they criticize me! I WILL EARN MONEY AS A CNA, and the second I get enough money, I am out of here!!!!!!!!!

By next week, I will be starting life from almost scratch.

Questions to figure out...
Am I running away?
What do I want to do?

Too tired for now! Goodnight!

My hip, femur, knee has been in lots of pain for two months, and that's crazy, because I hiked two miles, felt fine, drove for five hours, and was fine, and a day later lost my muscles in my leg!!! It HURTS spiritually, and big time emotionally, and I have even missed class because the pain was so depressing and debilitating ( Read more... )

Help me from myself!

I need to figure out the glitch in my brain that is stopping me from doing what I want to do. I will see what I can find and for now goodnight!

That was a long time since I last wrote, and what more can I say but I matured a lot, and then I went to LANDMARK FORUM and that changed my life!!!!!!!!

COOL TO CHECK OUT GOOD OLD LIVEJOURNAL! I will check back later!

That urgency feeling I had in October was called hormones. And I understood the show, 'Sex in the City.' I also understood that I am back where I started and that was so dumb to try to get into relationships only to be rejected in a passive ongoing way and be more hurt!

That basically sums it up for me!

The post below is semi still going on with the health part, but then a whole new dimension of life has entered into my mind ( Read more... )

My family and I are getting along much better! I do need to change my life style and get more serious with what I am doing! Now I am ready to make the right choice ( Read more... )

THANK YOU MY PARENTS FOR CRASHING MY LIFE IF I AM UNABLE TO DO IT WELL ENOUGH ON MY OWN ( Read more... )