Just thinking too much.....
My hip, femur, knee has been in lots of pain for two months, and that's crazy, because I hiked two miles, felt fine, drove for five hours, and was fine, and a day later lost my muscles in my leg!!! It HURTS spiritually, and big time emotionally, and I have even missed class because the pain was so depressing and debilitating!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Now I have started working out and none of the leg machines hurt my leg, but walking up stairs and then sitting down after walking is throbbing, striking PAIN!!!!!!!!!!
I'm now committed to working out my legs, see what that does, and taking vitamins.
MORE DEPRESSING NEWS.... I over drafted my bank $200, and then I get late charges every twelve days, and I don't work until another month, so then by the time I have money, I just may have enough to pay that off.
I am terrible with money I see, and reason being is because I am used to having money coming in no a contant rate.
Then I am feeling like a failure almost, because I am not doing great in one class in nursing school. :( And I'm tired! And relationship update, I have nobody, and if I even had a chance then I chased him off with my insecurity. That's about that!
And I feel that I should be super stressed but I am so far in hopeless, depression land, that I can't look up to see how bad I am. :(
Now I have started working out and none of the leg machines hurt my leg, but walking up stairs and then sitting down after walking is throbbing, striking PAIN!!!!!!!!!!
I'm now committed to working out my legs, see what that does, and taking vitamins.
MORE DEPRESSING NEWS.... I over drafted my bank $200, and then I get late charges every twelve days, and I don't work until another month, so then by the time I have money, I just may have enough to pay that off.
I am terrible with money I see, and reason being is because I am used to having money coming in no a contant rate.
Then I am feeling like a failure almost, because I am not doing great in one class in nursing school. :( And I'm tired! And relationship update, I have nobody, and if I even had a chance then I chased him off with my insecurity. That's about that!
And I feel that I should be super stressed but I am so far in hopeless, depression land, that I can't look up to see how bad I am. :(