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one big waste
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i won't pretend that i'm someone else for all time
Really WTF is wrong with me? I watched Letters to Juliet today with my mom for her birthday (side note: HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BEAUTIFUL AMAZING MOTHER!) anyway I've been trying to just ignore my loneliness and worthlessness but stupid romances like that just make it all surface again. I'm super emotional lately, probably thanks to my new birth ( Read more... ) -
i miss LJ
Who uses LJ? I miss blogging out my mind. I don't even keep a real, legit, non-internet journal because I don't have time/patience. Anyway ( Read more... ) -
I'll see you on the other side, superstar
Friday morning my cousin Mark died. Technically he was my second cousin, but that doesn't make it any less painful. He died of pancreatic cancer way too young at 58 years old. I flew out to New Jersey the next morning and this afternoon I attended his funeral and then we had another service at the cemetery. We also had a small mourning service at ( Read more... ) -
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Tuesday, December 1, 2009 will always be one of the greatest nights and one of my favorite memories. I went with Meghan (she got to MEET Chris Brown, but I'm so jealous that we won't talk about it). I've never in my life seen House of Blues that packed, and we were as close to the front as physically possible. New Boyz opened, and I never realized ( Read more... ) -
"so i'd like to go back to the beginning and recall how the whole thing started..."
I haven't posted or logged on to LJ in so long. It feels like I'm branching away from the internet. I think I log onto a real computer maybe once I week, with the exception of when I'm working but hey I don't exactly get on FB when I'm at work. It's such a good thing though, I feel like I am truly connecting with people and I have such good ( Read more... ) -
Really love your peaches wanna shake your tree
I've been in Gainesville all weekend and everytime I come here I just feel like I love it so much more than Orlando. It's so sweet and pretty and fun and I just want to live here so bad. I could transfer to Sante Fe. I just don't have the financial stability to move any time soon. I just can't imagine myself anywhere but here. Help? Suggestions?
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got nothing but time on our hands
Wish me luck today, I'm definitely going to need it.