"so i'd like to go back to the beginning and recall how the whole thing started..."
I haven't posted or logged on to LJ in so long. It feels like I'm branching away from the internet. I think I log onto a real computer maybe once I week, with the exception of when I'm working but hey I don't exactly get on FB when I'm at work. It's such a good thing though, I feel like I am truly connecting with people and I have such good relationships with my friends and family right now. Boys are still a complete joke but in all honesty my main focus is improving myself. I think that once I'm happier with who I am everything else will fall into place.
I am so looking forward to graduating from college and getting a real job (who knows whether I'll get a 'real' job at Whole Foods or somewhere else, but that doesn't really matter right now). I'm getting a headache just thinking about those college bills I'll have to pay once I graduate and I still have three years. I know leaving public community college and transfering into a private art school wasn't exactly the cheapest route, but I know that the good definitely outnumbers the bad for me. I appreciate the smaller classes and the teaching methods of my professors. And as stressful as school can be I still think I might go on to get my masters degree so I can be a super ultra genius at Marketing. I love learning.
I miss writing and reading for pleasure; I barely have time to finish writing and reading that I have to complete for school. I have all these ideas just swimming around in my brain and I can't wait to let them out.
Anway. I'm thinking of moving to Texas. I have no reason to move to Texas, I've never even been there. But how fun would that be? I'd be leaving everything I know. It would be such an adventure! My brain is telling me to stay here and keep doing my thing, but my heart is tell me to GTFO and grow up. I'd ask for your opinion but that's not exactly the point is it?
I am so looking forward to graduating from college and getting a real job (who knows whether I'll get a 'real' job at Whole Foods or somewhere else, but that doesn't really matter right now). I'm getting a headache just thinking about those college bills I'll have to pay once I graduate and I still have three years. I know leaving public community college and transfering into a private art school wasn't exactly the cheapest route, but I know that the good definitely outnumbers the bad for me. I appreciate the smaller classes and the teaching methods of my professors. And as stressful as school can be I still think I might go on to get my masters degree so I can be a super ultra genius at Marketing. I love learning.
I miss writing and reading for pleasure; I barely have time to finish writing and reading that I have to complete for school. I have all these ideas just swimming around in my brain and I can't wait to let them out.
Anway. I'm thinking of moving to Texas. I have no reason to move to Texas, I've never even been there. But how fun would that be? I'd be leaving everything I know. It would be such an adventure! My brain is telling me to stay here and keep doing my thing, but my heart is tell me to GTFO and grow up. I'd ask for your opinion but that's not exactly the point is it?