i won't pretend that i'm someone else for all time
Really WTF is wrong with me? I watched Letters to Juliet today with my mom for her birthday (side note: HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BEAUTIFUL AMAZING MOTHER!) anyway I've been trying to just ignore my loneliness and worthlessness but stupid romances like that just make it all surface again. I'm super emotional lately, probably thanks to my new birth control.
I hate being single. I always thought that I'm the kind of girl who doesn't need a man to make me happy. But fuck, it's getting old. I like to think that I'm at least a little bit cute. And I have a steady job and a decent car and I go to college and I have ambition and I'm funny and I'm smart and pretty philanthropic, at least in comparison to the majority of my peers and I make really good lasagna and I always swallow and I can carry extensive conversations about various topics, including but not limited to basketball, rappers, politics, and religion. Like, someone in this world must find that appealing enough to ask me out. Seriously.
I hate being single. I always thought that I'm the kind of girl who doesn't need a man to make me happy. But fuck, it's getting old. I like to think that I'm at least a little bit cute. And I have a steady job and a decent car and I go to college and I have ambition and I'm funny and I'm smart and pretty philanthropic, at least in comparison to the majority of my peers and I make really good lasagna and I always swallow and I can carry extensive conversations about various topics, including but not limited to basketball, rappers, politics, and religion. Like, someone in this world must find that appealing enough to ask me out. Seriously.