"Who wants to feel when feeling feels this bad?"-Cooper, "Private Practice"

Surgery has been scheduled for Tuesday May 26th.  They haven't given me a time.  They say they won't schedule the time until the day before because they have to work around several other surgeries that day, but it will be early afternoon sometime.  I need to have a time in order to schedule with my insurance company to get transportation for the ( Read more... )

So my appointment for the surgical consult is today at 3:30 PM.  They switched doctors and locations on me too, now I'll be at the occupational health clinic with Dr. Gbhvguuggj (spelling is approximate) .  I'm nervous, but ready for this pain in the ass to go away.  Also tired of bleeding all the time.  All you problems up my ass, begone with you.

'So I've been really excited about our Pride Week this past week, and it's been so awesome sharing stories and talking with people, and I've shared a lot of that on my Facebook, because it's the easiest way to keep in touch with my friends who are scattered all over the country and even the world.  Unfortunately, I have some of my family on my ( Read more... )

So I was talking to a friend about how I was sad when I pour out my heart in an LJ entry and don't get any comments (no guilt trip intended, I've been terrible about commenting lately too, I was just having a really bad week last week and was weepy and whiny every day) and he said I shouldn't be surprised that people didn't comment on my last entry ( Read more... )

So I wrote this whole entry and LJ erased it because LJ is a cunt so this one will be faster and maybe shittier.  Blame LJ.

Anyway, I was supposed to get a federal tax return this year, but I didn't, even though they promised if I made monthly payments on my student loan debt then I would get it out of default status and they wouldn't take my return ( Read more... )

Don't fucking tell me to "focus on the positive" you stupid cunt.  I'm venting about something very bad happening to me, so you should just listen since I listen to you whine and moan and complain all the goddamn time.  Second, WHAT POSITIVE STUFF DO YOU WANT ME TO FOCUS ON????  I work two days this week, more like a day and a half with my hours ( Read more... )

I love playing this game where I pay $10 on each of my bills and I pray I can get them paid off before the companies send someone to break my knees.  This is nerve wracking.  I took it for granted when I made enough money to pay my bills on time.  I won't ever do that again!

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So I go to the doctor, and wait 556777699 years to see him, then he asks me how I am, and I say "I'm in pain," and he says "you don't look like you're in pain."  I reply "well I'm sorry you don't see the pain on my face," as he says "you don't have to apologize.  You hide it well."  Good thing he's tone deaf when it comes to sarcasm.

Now this ( Read more... )