Hey, did you guys know that if you "think negative," only bad things will happen to you,  and if you "think positive" only good things will happen to you?  Furthermore, being honest and admitting that you are worried because bad things have happened in the past is "thinking negative" so you should never be open and honest about your feelings, you ( Read more... )

I'm so fucking sick of people telling me to "just do this" or whatever like it's so easy.  Changing your doctor isn't as easy as they make it seem.  Yes my doctor is a dick, but every other doctor I've gone to see looking for a replacement has been an even BIGGER dick, and I don't want to wind up with someone who's even worse than the douchebag I ( Read more... )

So I Went to the ER today, and the doctor said I had a huge internal hemmeroid, and I would need to have surgery to remove it.  Now I never told y'all this,  because it's hella embarrassing, but I tried to talk to my doctor about this huge ass pain that started in OCTOBER  and he said  "why are you telling me that?" and I said I thought I had a ( Read more... )

Danielle  drove me to the ER.  Here's hoping I get some answers and pain relief.

I'm in so much pain right now.  I of course don't have money for a cab or even dial-a-ride so I will have to walk home this morning, and I'm actually in so much pain that I'm almost scared enough to go to the ER, but that would even be farther to walk and I don't know if I'd make it.

I really don't know how much more of this I can take.  Please pray ( Read more... )

My paycheck is only $102 for this week.  Aaaaaaaa!

*pops excedrin*

I'm almost out of excedrin. It's going to be FUN when I run out and can't afford more!

*dies*

Hahahahaha!  So remember how I was only going to be able to afford to pay rent and half my bills with my paycheck?  Well guess what?!?  I won't even be able to afford that now!   They made us leave three hours early!  Oh boy!!!  I'm so excited!!!!  Every time I think it's as bad as it could get, it gets worse!  I thought I hit rock bottom, but oh ( Read more... )

I don't know how I'm going to make it through February this year.  It's bad enough in regular years, when February is already the most depressing month, feels like it's a million years long even though supposedly the shortest month, it's below fucking zero as I slide to work on a solid sheet of ice and pray I don't die.  Ugh.  The only thing I ( Read more... )

So I dreamed last night that I found $100 and was able to pay all my bills next month.  It was great,  and then I woke up, and it actually felt like someone punched me in the stomach.  I actually cried when I realized it was a dream and wasn't true.  My subconscious is a fucking cunt.

I'm liking being more active on livejournal again.  I Remer back ( Read more... )

So I did the math today (this is why I've always hated math).  With my drastically reduced work schedule, I will make enough to pay my tent, gas, electric, and phone.  That's it, with no money left over for food or toilet paper or cat food.  What's even better is I won't be able to pay half my bills either!  I won't have enough for my health ( Read more... )