WOW
I was pretty sure I was no longer that important that people that I've never even said a word to, read my livejournal and tried to use it as evidence against me to other people that I barely know.

FRIENDS ONLY NOW BITCHES.

 So I suppose when your boyfriend is really obsessed with Fallout Boy, you have to drive 6 hours to Virginia to see them ( Read more... )

War All The Time

Is probably one of the best CDs ever. 

Well, my mom committed to a mental hospital last week
I spent 4 days in the psych ward

sometimes all the excitment in my life is really just overwhelming
note the sarcasm here
I'm still as cynical as ever

and well 
I'm on anti-psychotics now
They make me feel ridiculously good

I'm off all "bad drugs"

I'm actually going to faggot ass therapy
because I love ( Read more... )

I spent all of yesterday in Western Psych ( Read more... )

 I just got myself out of the lowest low point my life has ever been at ( Read more... )

So I opened a new entry with the intent to write something.

but nothing came out.

My friends have been acting so weird lately.

I just see the boy a lot.

Dreading the return of school and the decision I have to make as to whether or not I even want to go back.

Should I unpack my new room or not?
Should I let things develop with the boyfriend or not?
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I am so happy that I've worked for pretty much everything I have since I was 16.

Even if it means I overdraw my bank account a couple of times.

I think it will help me become prepared to be a well-functioning member of society when I choose to.

Thanks mom and dad, for not turning me into a stupid, spoiled, self-involved bitch.

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" Will you be able to look at me again, knowing that I am so empty, no amount of apology can fill me up, nothing you ever do will fill me up. I am plagued by the constant want for satisfaction. The simple string of words that bind me to depression keeps multiplying. Beautiful braids of syllables and parenthesis wind themselves up in neat little ( Read more... )