so things have been going crazy and thats ok bc i guess thats life and its supposed to happen all of the time.good news is me and indy are dealing with another person that will help us get into a house.i have my fingers crossed...i hope this doesnt fuck up.my birthday is next month and i cant believe im going to be 22.i feel so much older than that ( Read more... )

i survived thanksgiving.the thing was that my relatives from springfield(the horrible half ill call them),ended up getting into a huge fist fight on a main street at a stop light.apparently my cousin(18)dragged her sister out of the other car and from there decided to pound the shit out of each other over something that "no one" seems to know about ( Read more... )

ok so about the house hunting thing i learned a very valuable lesson...DONT MIX FAMILY WITH BUSINESS.i totally got fucked by my aunt whos a realtor and was "supposed" to be helping me and indy get a house and approved for a house.well the bitch never called for a week and the guy that was dealing with our approval shit didnt call till the end of ( Read more... )

so i hate my job right now.im always tired even when i have a rock star or red bull...and im soo pissy i want to kill everyone.i hate when i get moods like that.i "calculated"how many hrs ill have this week and its 70..FUCKIN 70HRS.kill me now.i worked out one fucking day so far and feel like shit.i dont know i feel like im dying,i never see the ( Read more... )

i had a really great weekend/week last week.i worked 6 days and made my 60+hrs.so on sunday i cleaned the house and did the usual chores.i had laura over and we went to trader joes(which was packed and we both freak out in situations like that)and then to the vitamin shoppe.i got alot of good stuff at joes and i also did my shopping for the week ( Read more... )

talked to my aunt about looking into buying a house...im so glad theres a person in the family that sells houses.me and indy are gonna meet with her on sunday to discuss what we have to do to get a house and possibly pick an area.im hoping charlton bc it cheaper on taxes and closer to work.on the other hand this means that ill be working my ass off ( Read more... )

so over the weekend me and indy got to talking and we have decided that we dont want kids.i used to before and thought that if i didnt (for some reason)that i wouldnt be full filling part of my lifes "duty".after thinking for a long time ive realized that i dont want to be a mother.i love children and think they are great but i dont think i could ( Read more... )

i feel like im losing my mind.i think with winter coming it has something to do with it.ive been doing nothing but working lately.putting 50-55hrs in a week.i cant and shouldnt complain bc i need the money for several reasons.weird how i used to make shit for money and now i make $16 and hr and yet when i get my check for $560(weekly) i get pissed ( Read more... )

ok so i show up at work at 230am...and ive been up since 12am so im fucking tired now.i figured id come in at this time so that i wouldnt miss to many hours bc of the drs appointment today.im so nervous about it i honestly wanna puke.im supposed to leave at 9,but i think i wanna leave at 8.but anyways i am happy that ive decided not to go to ( Read more... )

wtf.today and the weekend was SUPPOSED to go like this ( Read more... )