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so i hate my job right now.im always tired even when i have a rock star or red bull...and im soo pissy i want to kill everyone.i hate when i get moods like that.i "calculated"how many hrs ill have this week and its 70..FUCKIN 70HRS.kill me now.i worked out one fucking day so far and feel like shit.i dont know i feel like im dying,i never see the sun anymore bc i go into work for 5am and then leave at 5pm=no sunlight.i havent had time to finish the scarf for my sister or start the other ones for my family.theyre totally gonna hate me this xmas.but i must say i cant wait till thanksgiving week bc ill have 4 days off and im not going out to thanksgiving dinner so i can sleep all of those days and not give a fuck.i brought my workout clothes with me to work figuring if i change before i go home i have no excuse to hit the couch and go to bed,but instead pump that iron lol.even just to get in some cardio would make me feel happy.but anywho ive been looking at some more houses in the paper and i see some really nice ones i love.mainly sturbridge/oxford/charlton area.so i have to call my aunt and tell her to do her thing so me and indy can go look.i guess i cant wait to actually paint the walls.im so tired of living in an apartment with WHITE walls.im about to go all "Mommy Dearest" on the walls i swear.i need to do something with this hair of mine.im quite bored and im trying to let my roots grow out but its killing me bc its half black and brown.i need color.i think thats about it hopefully tomorrow will be a better day.