DAMN YOU
ok so about the house hunting thing i learned a very valuable lesson...DONT MIX FAMILY WITH BUSINESS.i totally got fucked by my aunt whos a realtor and was "supposed" to be helping me and indy get a house and approved for a house.well the bitch never called for a week and the guy that was dealing with our approval shit didnt call till the end of 7days to deliver the news that we werent approved bc we didnt fit "their" standards.needless to say i wanted to kill.but i simply told my mother and im now going to be dealing with the lady that helped her and my father out.which is nice bc i know my parents had no money or credit when they got their first house and me and indy have a much better chance than they did.so im trying to be positive.work has been the same.i pulled in 62hrs last week and hope to pull in 58-62 again this week.im kinda liking this 12hrs a day shit.i cant believe i was pissed that i made $750 this week.its good but i tell myself NOT GOOD ENOUGH!im not looking forward to thanksgiving...bc im not thankful for that holiday and basically heres the run down of what it involves..
1.2 cousins who have more abortions thanthe clinic probably gives.and they are still under 18.
2.my reborn alcoholic meme,whos also now a pot head.
3.my "clean/sober" aunt who is still mentally not there.
4.my secret alcoholic popps who makes everyone watch golf all day bc thats that he wants to do.
5.an anorexic/bulimic cousin who calls my sister fat(my sister is 5'5" and 110lbs)WTF.
6.me being vegan and refusing to sit at the table with a dead carcass while being thankful that this will be my last thanksgiving with the family.i dont care if they dont like it.i dont believe in any of it and its for all the wrong reasons.me and indy are non-meat eaters and i dont want to be around that shit anymore.
7.once someone beings up any subject that pisses someone else off the whole room turns into a battle field and your forced to pick a side or get the fuck outta the room,or knock out the person who pissed you off.
8.FAKE THAT YOU ACTUALLY LIKE BEING IN THE SAME ROOM AS YOUR FAMILY...this i hate the most.
9.its a game to see who can score the most brownie points with the grandparents.though me and my sister always have that one bc we both made it over the age of 18 and have yet to be pregnant/get an abortion,we have jobs,i have an apartment,car...and oh yea im not on welfare.yet the granparents still make you feel like you not worth anything...wait let me rephrase that..you are worth however much money you make...yea thats how it goes.im so glad they live in springfield and not around here.
I HATE HOLIDAYS..........but i cant wait to just make food for me and indy and stay home and eat after this holiday.
1.2 cousins who have more abortions thanthe clinic probably gives.and they are still under 18.
2.my reborn alcoholic meme,whos also now a pot head.
3.my "clean/sober" aunt who is still mentally not there.
4.my secret alcoholic popps who makes everyone watch golf all day bc thats that he wants to do.
5.an anorexic/bulimic cousin who calls my sister fat(my sister is 5'5" and 110lbs)WTF.
6.me being vegan and refusing to sit at the table with a dead carcass while being thankful that this will be my last thanksgiving with the family.i dont care if they dont like it.i dont believe in any of it and its for all the wrong reasons.me and indy are non-meat eaters and i dont want to be around that shit anymore.
7.once someone beings up any subject that pisses someone else off the whole room turns into a battle field and your forced to pick a side or get the fuck outta the room,or knock out the person who pissed you off.
8.FAKE THAT YOU ACTUALLY LIKE BEING IN THE SAME ROOM AS YOUR FAMILY...this i hate the most.
9.its a game to see who can score the most brownie points with the grandparents.though me and my sister always have that one bc we both made it over the age of 18 and have yet to be pregnant/get an abortion,we have jobs,i have an apartment,car...and oh yea im not on welfare.yet the granparents still make you feel like you not worth anything...wait let me rephrase that..you are worth however much money you make...yea thats how it goes.im so glad they live in springfield and not around here.
I HATE HOLIDAYS..........but i cant wait to just make food for me and indy and stay home and eat after this holiday.