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I can't talk to anybody.
I don't think anybody reads this so this should be a safe space to vent. I can't talk to anybody because they'll explode all over me. I have a girlfriend for the first time in over a decade, possibly closer to two decades, I don't keep track. I have a nice job. On paper my life is going pretty well ( Read more... ) -
Thoughts
I have a good job at Cisco. Well at a temp agency that has me working at Cisco. I wish that I had more of a sense that it would go on. I'd really like to move to Oregon. With my current job I could do it anywhere. All I need is wifi to do this job. It would be nice to move some place further north. On the other hand my emotions are such a balancing ( Read more... ) -
Mine Feels instead of mind fields
I'm depressed. I could analyze what the triggers were, but since I'm feeling all alone no matter who's around, I'm going to leave it at the fact that all my close people have special someones and are building a life with them ( Read more... ) -
I don't know what to do.
I really love my job, but I almost quit today. I'm frustrated by too many things, and some of them are my fault, and they're things that I may be able to change, but some of the things are the way that I perceive that I'm being spoken to. I need to change some things, and I don't know if that means dropping my last 3 ILS clients completely or ( Read more... ) -
cha cha cha cha changes, turn and face the strange
I hate moving. All of my childhood that's all I effing did. I moved all over this mofo country and while I like the place, it's installed within me a desire for some stability whilst at the same time convincing me that there is really no such thing. I've been at this apartment for almost a decade. I have a shot at a new place with free rent. I'd be ( Read more... ) -
My stupid brain.
Hello world ( Read more... ) -
Writer's Block: It’s just a game…
I usually pick truth. I have almost no secrets of my own and I'm something of a coward. Dares have gotten me into trouble in the past....they've also gotten me into a lot of fun, but in general I choose truth because it is how I roll. -
Hello New Year.
Hello World ( Read more... )
