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FML
Ugh, this week has been rough. I guess I've had to consciously admit something that I've sorta known for a while - which is basically that, as a result of several very important people in my life leaving, I've basically shut myself off from the world in an effort to avoid getting hurt again. On some levels, it's a fairly obvious and unimportant ( Read more... ) -
Memory eraser
Okay, here's my idea for a new invention - a device that erases all of your happiest memories. Okay, I know that sounds a little emo, okay, it sounds a lot emo, but let me explain. Most people think they'd want a device to erase bad memories. But if you did that, all you'd be left with were good memories, and then most of the things you did ( Read more... ) -
Side Note
I frickin' hate my shower. Most mornings, the hot water will cut out and then cut back on at random. Plus I have low water pressure, which sucks. This morning was especially bad, with my reaction being pretty much along the lines of this.
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It doesn't matter, it's in the past!
Ugh... Anyone have any clue what's going on, because I sure as hell don't. Not with the world, and certainly not with myself. I feel even more confused than usual, but in all likeliness, it's my own fault. I mean, I have no friggin' clue what the future holds, really, what direction I want to go in life, but that's nothing new. I never really ( Read more... ) -
Winter
Okay winter, that's it. I'm officially sick of you. Go away now. Seriously, nobody likes you. Just go already. -
Bah
Okay, I give up. This whole grad school thing was just a horrible mistake. I've got no money, no job, and honestly, I feel like I'm just spinning my wheels here because it'll be years before even the possibility of reaching my goal. Just what the heck was I thinking? -
What have I done?
Damnit, I think my tendency to over-analyze and over-rationalize everything has finally gotten the best of me. Eh, I've been trying to figure out what's become of my life, and I realized - I tried so hard to peel it back to the bare bones, to eliminate everything that's unnecessary, and now that I have, it's like suddenly I realize that everything ( Read more... ) -
Homesick?
Strangest thing, I swear. For the first time since I first came here for college, I'm actually feeling homesick. It's the darndest thing. Then again, for the first time since coming here, I actually enjoyed being home for Christmas, too. I don't know what it is - I just have this desire to be back in McAllen. Maybe it's the weather, maybe it's ( Read more... ) -
Back in Minnesota
Well, finally, made it back. I ended up staying nearly a month, which wasn't the original plan, but eh, whatever, it's good to be back - aside from realizing that I had left my apartment in disarray while frantically packing. The trip was slightly dramatic, what with me accidentally leaving my keys behind and not being able to get ahold of my ( Read more... ) -
Etcetera
Alright, that's it. Okay, it's great to be home, but I've been sleeping on a couch for over a week now, and I'm ready to go back. Unfortunately, I'll still be here a while longer. Blech. It's nice to be home with family and all, and I enjoy the weather, but damn, I'm starting to miss having a place to myself ( Read more... )
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