I thought i was such a good person, but in reality, who is?? i feel like such a nervous reck- speeding train...waiting for my time to end...anyways, im sorry to anyone who i have been a giant bitch to (except for a select few, and none of you are those)...im just TRYING all around to impove myself, and therefor my life, outlook on it...the whole ( Read more... )

"I would have followed you my brother, my captain, my king ( Read more... )

i guess i have been really busy...busy with my life, and what all goes on in it to not really be there for anyone else. Trying to get all the shit in my life to work out to a desirable expectation, which i am happy to say is finally turning out. I recieved a letter from U of I saying i don't have to take English 101, on accord of my ACT score (a ( Read more... )

im so sorry to everyone who read my burst on thursday. i really do apprecitate all of you, and right now, i guess everyone knows i really need everyone. i don't mean to push anyone away, or make them feel like i don't enjoi their company anymore, seriosly. i <3 all of you, and thank you so much for staying by me. i really do just need a helping ( Read more... )

i have come to the conclusion that no body cared about who i am or what i want..i feel likewi have gone thought my whole high school career with nobody really taking the time to know me... all my firneds are abandoning me, it feels, maybe i have more dreams and aspirations then them, maybe i just want to achieve more...whatever thehell it is, it ( Read more... )

wow, it is way different then lewis and clark, but in a good way... there is not much to say, besides the fact that i am hanging/staying with another girl, named anne, who is kinda crazy, yet cool. i might be able to experience my first college party, whish is really scaring me...wish me all luck! and i send my love to anyone who reads this and

im moving unfortunately, i am...seriously....not out of boise, but away from my beautiful house. my parents have decided to build a new house, starting in the spring, so i will stay at t-line, but after that, ill be gone from this part of town anyways. which really sucks, because i love it over here. i can't disclose where i'm going/headed, but ( Read more... )

well, i have returned after taking my sis to college and then viewing the campus. It was a hella-long ride up there, but thank god i slept most of the way, there and back! go me! in other news, i have two HUGE FRICKEN BLISTERS inbetween my toes and they hurt like mad!! they both popped and now they are raw, from my damn retarded shoes rubbing.... ( Read more... )

well, i finally got my new phone, and now all i need to do is put all my #'s back in it! poo, it will take time, but i am willing to spend my work day, getting paid to put #'s in myt phone! woot! then, yesterday, my dad yelled at me, yet again, because i was telling my mom how my day was, and crap at the office. He came over, and said "Taylor, i ( Read more... )

on Monday, the 8th, jen turned the big 2-0, so i had to partake in the celebration. sorry, jason. i really (you have no idea how much) i need to get into the water, but since practice starts next week, why rush?? well, just wanted to say sorry about last night, and happy birthday to my sis. i know that i complain about her often, but she is still ( Read more... )