wow, a long time comming
i guess i have been really busy...busy with my life, and what all goes on in it to not really be there for anyone else. Trying to get all the shit in my life to work out to a desirable expectation, which i am happy to say is finally turning out. I recieved a letter from U of I saying i don't have to take English 101, on accord of my ACT score (a solid 26, ithankyou), and thus have already recieved three semester credits, and i finally sent my application via the internet on Friday, and am praying to the allmightly lord that i get accepted, since that is the only college app i have dared filled out. A lot of my class mates are telling me how much harder this year is compaired to the previous ones, and i am right there. Like everyone else, i am completely lost at what to do/expect as in college. I beleive that on a subsonscious level, the thought of leaving our homes is affecting us dramatically. I am the first one to admit it, college life is going to rock, but is also going to be a bitch. as of right now, im excited, yet really scared on the whole aspect of it. a lot of the time i think how lucky i am that i have the ability ot go to college and futher my education, but then i contemplate, is it really worth it?!?! that is what i contemplate, and i guess i have it easier then a lot of my friends, since i don't have to worry about a "special someone" nad how it will last...sorry, i guess i kinda went on a rampage here. in better news, i FINALLY got to watch my beloved movies!!! (AKA: Lord of hte Rings) and thus will be able to watch them continuously after the 19th, of which i get my wisdom teeth removed. for anyone who wants a holiday they nevre want to forget, come to my house, and ill look a lot like the good ol' saint nick himself, with my puffy cheeks. despite the above statements, i truely love you all and wish you all the best...LONG LIVE GREEN DAY, LORD OF THE RINGS, ELIJAH WOOD, AND ALL THE OTHER ACTORS ON MY HOT ACTOR LIST!!!