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I miss my country bumpkin Mikey. I've been looking at old emails and text messages all day. I think I cried all that I could.. Not knowing when I will see or hear from him sucks. I love him. So glad to have rediscoverd that. Took me a while.... took me a long ass time to actually allow it to just be. I know he's coming back to me. I know he will be ( Read more... ) -
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I turn 23 today. Not yet sure how I'm feeling. Whenever my birthday approaches I always sit back and reflect on the past year. My mistakes, my lessons, my everything. A year sure did fly. Funny how this time last year I thought I found my KING. Oh life is so funny.
Here's to 23.
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How can I expect change, If I keep doing the same things? -
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I aspire to be an all around happy being.
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I can no longer be taken high to be dropped low...
Excitement! You should have zest. You should have zeal. You should be excited about life and the feeling should be real. But what about disappointment?
I often get my hopes up with the presence of a new, strong, take my breath away kind of being. It's the one that's most intriguing who catches my eye. It's the un-thought-of chemistry that ruffles my ( Read more... ) -
I wonder...
Lord am I asking for too much? Do I lack faith? Is my voice whispering at a time when it should be shouting? Do I lack ambition? Am I ready for what I really want? Do you have an alternate plan? Are you making me wait because something bigger is in the picture? Am I waiting, so I can truly believe in your power when the blessing comes? Why? I ask, ( Read more... ) -
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I never suffered from the "daughter that didn't grow up with her father" symdrome. Sure I went through the emotions feeling unloved from the one MAN I wanted to feel love from but never was I bitter or angry. My father has been dealing with colon cancer for the past year. I put aside all of our differences and was by his side. Now that he is " ( Read more... ) -
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I finally now understand celibacy. Its not just about "not being a hoe". Sex = Emotions
The shit I'm feeling right now over a man I've "known" for only 2 months is bananas. Like my feelings are really hurt over here!
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Hurricane Irene?
Hurricane Irene is due to hit anytime now... I'm in the house filled with family & friends and somehow I feel lonely. How can that be? A house full of people and yet I feel empty?
Something is missing?
So many thoughts... I'm itching for a pen. I will be doing a lot of writing this weekend. I can feel it. Stay tuned!
