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I never suffered from the "daughter that didn't grow up with her father" symdrome. Sure I went through the emotions feeling unloved from the one MAN I wanted to feel love from but never was I bitter or angry. My father has been dealing with colon cancer for the past year. I put aside all of our differences and was by his side. Now that he is "better" he has decided to revert back to his old ways. Am I hurt? Yes! Am I surprised? No. But this isn't what this post is about. This isn't a "girl who grew up without her father" rant. No, no such thing. This is a woman who is so fucking pissed off to learn from her younger sister that her FATHER is having twins with his current girlfriend. I couldn't even get a fucking phone call. The only reason why I have a relationship with my sister Aminah is because I went out of my way to track her down. He didn't care if her and I knew each other. I found my sister on Facebook... fucking Facebook. I have been calling this MAN (my father) for over 2 months now and I have yet to hear from him. But when he needed help with his medical bills he could call. When he needed a ride to the hospital he could call. I cannot even begin to put into words how hurt I am.