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You know what is exciting? Growing is finally not just scary and confusing and just feeling like everything good and fun and sparkly about life is behind you. At least not for me its not ( Read more... ) -
So this was inspired by someone...
I don't know if its any good *squirms ( Read more... ) -
Poems (you must get tired of these)
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What is it about myself that I always think the worst of myself? Does that have to do with me feeling displaced in my body? But you know what I am realizing? My body and my skin on top of it is part of me and my experience part of what has made me what I am. Yes, there is a lot of me that existst in spite of my skin color. I have to realize that I ( Read more... ) -
It's sunny!
It is actually the same temperature here as it is in South Florida! I kinda can't wait to go home even though no one is going to be there because everyone sucks. Except Telisa who doesn't suck and who I will move into my house so I always have someone with me and I can be with the baby ( Read more... ) -
A light for which many men have died in darkness
Oh my gosh. I think I am developing standards ( Read more... ) -
Close your eyes and I'll kiss you
Spontaneous Prose and an unfinished poem ( Read more... ) -
Joy is not being in love and not being bitter
I haven't achieved joy yet, but we will work on it ( Read more... ) -
Afraid that someday you won't be the last one standing.
I think a sophomore slump is mixing with a mid-life (since I think I am going to die at like 40) crisis. So I have this unwillingness/inability to do anything yet I have this *flaps hands* anxiety within me that makes it difficult to be. And I am just putting it like this because I want to make it seem less serious than it is. I want to be the ( Read more... ) -
Como palomas libres
I will not be depressed. I am beautiful and amazing and funny. will not be depressed. I will not feel bad that boys don't like me. I am young and even if I think that I will die young there is still some time before I think that will happen and eve if it doesn't, you know the whole finding a guy thing. the I will be dead and it won't matter ( Read more... )