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You know what is exciting? Growing is finally not just scary and confusing and just feeling like everything good and fun and sparkly about life is behind you. At least not for me its not.
Like realizing I still have creativity. I want to take pictures and I want them to be beautiful. I have become obsessed with poetry and instead of sighing and saying I could never be as good as the ones that I love, I am listening and reading and trying to decipher what makes them so good and trying to incorporate that into something that I write. I am starting to think in poetry and its okay. I want to be like Samantha and carry around a notebook for when inspiration hits.
I don't know this feels healthier then how I used to be, you know all down on myself. Eek ick.
Like realizing I still have creativity. I want to take pictures and I want them to be beautiful. I have become obsessed with poetry and instead of sighing and saying I could never be as good as the ones that I love, I am listening and reading and trying to decipher what makes them so good and trying to incorporate that into something that I write. I am starting to think in poetry and its okay. I want to be like Samantha and carry around a notebook for when inspiration hits.
I don't know this feels healthier then how I used to be, you know all down on myself. Eek ick.