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Jan 25, 2010 20:15


I will not be depressed. I am beautiful and amazing and funny. will not be depressed. I will not feel bad that boys don't like me. I am young and even if I think that I will die young there is still some time before I think that will happen and eve if it doesn't, you know the whole finding a guy thing. the I will be dead and it won't matter about the making friends thing, I won't happen. Fine. If it does, fine. Be happy with what you have. I am busy and I am smart. Focus on school.

I wrote that part with my eyes closed and then corrected it. Closing my eyes again.

Cheer the fuck up.Stop complaining. STOP COMPLAINING!It is not attractive. Ad even if you aren't attractive that is not reason for you to be such a fucking wet rag.

closing eyes

Just live your life. Okay? Stop thinking that other people are going to make it better for you because they do not care o at least not that much. Stop thinking that a guy will make better fo you because he won't. HE WON'T! And, in fact, he can't. Please stop. Please stop. Please stop. Please stop. Please stop. Please stop!  Please.

Volar  volar sin miedos. Y vivir vivir lo nuestro.

God. How do you people deal with me? I am disgusted with myself yet I can't  seem to stop being disgusting. This sucks. I suck.

Alright now, Alyssa, its time to move the fuck on.

:)

angst

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