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another angry post
Hating everything and everyone today. What I hate most of all though, is not being able to just spit out writing like some people can. I hate that I have to care about what I write, that I have to feel some connection. It makes writing things for school an exercise in masochism. I didn't do a paper last night like I was supposed to because ( Read more... ) -
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Had a talk with my mom and then proceeded to sing along to music in the basement. It's calmed me down a good bit. -
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What's the point of compassion if you can't do anything? I mean, what the hell good is it to want to help, to feel the need to help and hurt for someone else if you can't do anything? It makes me wish I didn't feel anything at all.
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productivity
There are things that I really need to do today. Like, finish the rehire paperwork. Get a bus pass. Double-check that I have the temporary insurance paperwork so that I can be insured after this month.
I should do these things soon. Some of them today.
What am I doing? Laundry. All the freaking laundry because it is driving me absolutely nuts. ( Read more... ) -
still jet-lagged
It's been almost a week but I'm still pretty jet-lagged. At least I assume that's what this is/ The latest I've stayed up yet it 1am, but more often than not I'm in bed by 10. It's annoying because I keep waking up way earlier than I want to be getting up. It's also a little surreal because usually I'm pretty good at staying up late but I just can' ( Read more... ) -
Final Countdown
I have about 38 hours before I need to be at the airport. Still haven't figured out my sleeping plans for Saturday night since they kick me out that morning. I was hoping to find a cheap place but they're a bit lacking. I'm really hoping I can just sneak back in during the evening and crash at a dorm-mate's room but I'm not sure if that's possible ( Read more... ) -
Okay, we can!
After what feels like ages I have come out of my stress funk! I was getting barely any sleep and had negative motivation. After a good night's sleep, a class where everything I had left to do was clarified and getting one part of a final done I am finally getting my motivation back ( Read more... ) -
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Somedays I really hate being a procrastinator. All I can do is think about what I have to do and it's like, can't you just do your damn work? There shouldn't be an issue with motivation. There really shouldn't, yet there is. And it bothers me a lot that I can't just switch over and just freaking do whatever it is I need to do ( Read more... ) -
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Starting to get really sick of OMG SPOILERS~1!1 posts in my Glee communities. Or at least the one I check a lot ( Read more... ) -
fic
+Title: Of Beanies and Inspiration
+Author: Izzi, luvmeanddespair
+Pairing/Characters: GDYB
+Rating/Genre: PG-13, for language and fluff.
+Summary: "Sometimes I can't believe you were that little boy who didn't say anything and I was the one who had to say hi to you."
+AN: First time for Big Bang fic, and first time posting ANYTHING in... almost a year. Thanking ( Read more... )