Chad oh chad.. your not that bad ( Read more... )

I just started working at AmPm yesterday! It is sooooo busy and there is a lot more to it than I thought, but I love it. It makes the time seem to go by really quick, and my bosses are pretty cool. And I have a drivers test on the 26th.... yay..... And I had an awesome birthday last month. I got to get hellsa fucked up and I got to hang out with ( Read more... )

I keep saying I don't know why ( Read more... )

When I think of you I feel butterflies in my stomach as they turn to mush and nausiation which makes me want to vomit on your shoes because you disgust me in the most intrigueing way. I hate to want you the way that I do and want to hate you the way that I can't. The way I love you makes me sick to my toes and as warm as my frozen fingertips ( Read more... )

Hola!!!! I am doing okay nowadays. I am working at an elementary school for a very small sum of money, but its better than nothing. I seem to be doing decent in school and my home life is not too bad "knock on wood" A guy I've liked a lot kind of hurt my feelings, but though I'm hurt , I am fine, I am out exploring my options flirting a little here ( Read more... )

I am not sad.... I have a job, and am in school full time. That guy I was really liking still doesn't call me, but I kind of like someone knew anyways. I can't say how much yet, but yeah. I'm kind of sick right now, and am have hella problems with my teeth, but other than that, things are great. Well just thought I'd say that.

I don't really understand my initial attraction to you. I mean sure you were cute, but I still don't understand what put you above everyone else. I mean I think If Johnny Depp were at that party, I still would have walked up to you instead, which I just really never have understood. There was just something about you from the very beginning. I ( Read more... )

I am confused and depressed, and I don't know what to do with myself anymore, I'm always stressed and have mood swings that I can't explain. I feel so alone and don't want to be. I really don't know what to think about anything, I've done things recently I'm not proud of and am really not liking myself anymore and I just don't even know how to put ( Read more... )

Looking back at me I see that I never really got it right ( Read more... )

On the 23rd it was me and Rickys 3 month anniversary which he came over for and having been acting really weird earlier in the week and telling me 2 days previous of this day that his feelings for me were disappearing, so I called him and told him that unless he knew he wanted to be with me that we should just be friends, and I can't get myself to ( Read more... )