What I really meant to say......

[luvellony]

Looking back at me I see that I never really got it right
I never stopped to think of you I'm always wrapped up in things I cannot win
You are the antidote that gets me by
Something strong like a drug that gets me high
What I really meant to say, is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
I never meant to be so cold to you and I'm sorry bout all the lies
Maybe in a different light you could see me stand on my own again
cause now I can see you were the antidote that got me high
I never meant to be so cold
I never meant to be so cold
I never really wanted you to see the screwed up side of me that I keep
locked inside of me so deep
it always seems to get to me
I never really wanted you to go
So many things you should have known
I guess for me there's just no hope
I never meant to be so cold
I never meant to be so cold
What I really meant to say is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
What I really meant to say is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
I never meant to be so cold