it's been quite a long time since i've updated this journal. i've got a new one [lovelikeadrug] that remains friends-only.

things are going well, i'd say. mother is still crazy. i'm not too crazy, though. homeless but trying to find a place to live with my wonderful Boyfriend, whom i love dearly. also job-hunting. i've currently got Mono, that dastardly ( Read more... )

this journal is now closed. to be reborn at lovelikeadrug. yay. cute phoenix metaphors and such. this new one'll be friendsonly. add me and i'll likely add back. the reason for closing this journal is that i need to put it behind me. close this chapter. etc.

thanks, all of you.

WHAT THE FUCK. WHO FUCKING HACKED MY FUCKING JOURNAL?!?!? I DO NOT NEED THIS BULLSHIT RIGHT NOW. I'M FUCKING SICK OF PEOPLE CAUSING ME MORE PROBLEMS ( Read more... )

i guess that i lied again. i'm slipping this post in. there are still two more. i'll explain later. i'm sick of fielding all the questions about the past two weeks and what happened. i don't want to talk about myself.

i'm just so fucking angry.i have to talk tonight ( Read more... )

IF YOU'RE GOING TO KICK ME WHEN I'M DOWN THEN YOU FUCKING DESERVE TO HEAR WHAT I HAVE TO SAY ABOUT IT.

again- all of you leave me the fuck alone. mind your own goddamn business. you had your chance and you blew it. i'm alone again, and i'm not surprised.

yeah. so fucking much for "friends."

The most common interests of people who like jess are...

music, writing, reading, movies, friends, photography, love, harry potter, art, poetry, cats, tattoos, singing, sex, piercings, books, shopping, rain, sleeping, laughing, concerts, computers, kissing, tori amos, chocolate, dancing, weezer, dogs, buffy the vampire slayer, punk, acting, stars ( Read more... )

i think my body wants to kill me. i've actually been eating a little lately. although it's been mainly dairy. ohwell. finally went to bed at 7.30 after taking my pills. mother called a few hours later and woke me up but i went back to sleep until 2.30. had a lot of weird boysex-dreams. this shit confuses the hell out of me. i never dream about ( Read more... )

i haven't gone to bed yet. i've been awake since 1pm yesterday. spent the past several hours immersed in other people's fucking drama. and trying to get this damned story finished. sigh. sidelines? i hate you ( Read more... )

i've always wanted proof that i talk in my sleep. i've known forever that i do, but so far there has been very little proof. stokely once told me that i had a conversation about a train, i think, whilst asleep. and i remember a couple of years ago, my mother was trying to wake me for school, and i said something to the effect of, "no!! the clock is ( Read more... )

• laundry [now]
• interview/400 words for sidelines [due noon sunday.]
• study for logic exam [10.15am monday]
• study for psych exam [12.25pm monday]
• write history essay [3pm monday]