i dont even know what the problem is anymore

i'm going to cook myself some Ghetto Mac and sing sad songs to myself and all will be well forever!!!!

i'm oversensitive to this whole "dramatic and incessant posting" thing.well, gee, i guess i'll have to do something about that. it's not right that i feel that i must hold back my feelings and thoughts just because people are annoyed by them. and it's not just that a handful of people whose opinons matter very little to me are bitching about it. it ( Read more... )

it would be just my luck to be hit by all of this on the day when i am more depressed than i've been in almost two years. i'm not even going to bother w/ my melodrama. but this really fucked me up. and no, i have never, ever been fucked over so badly ( Read more... )

we all play with my camera. and my hair. jess-and-her-camera are like toys when roomate, its friend, and zak are around. yay. fun fun.


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you know when you put in yr favourite cd, and you hear songs you've never heard before?

HA HA HA, I USED UP ALL THE HOT WSTER! ...and then i misspelt it.

so i've got infront of me: a bottle of powerade, and a bottle of peroxide (for cleaning my ears after showering, so as to not get swimmersear for the forty millionth time). and i keep going for ( Read more... )

"willing to fight" is one of my favourites. puddle dive is the happiest ani album, i think. which may be why it's often my favourite. i'm having quite a "spiritual experience" w/ it rightnow. mmmn. eargasmic. i'm glad i'm back in an ani phase. i've missed her a lot. and i really did love rev/rec, except i lost the revelling. so today, i'm ( Read more... )

my mother's advice to zak ( Read more... )

as usual, saved from earlier [11pm ( Read more... )

zak now believes me about the construction. after he was awoken at 1pm by the sound of all hell breaking loose. or just sheetmetal. one or the other ( Read more... )