that is the night that I ( Read more... )

thoughts

i lost my ability to draw
drinking doesn't always feel good
i haven't grown up to be as strong as i'd meant to
the planet is beautiful
i could be better
it's not all about me
i'm still lacking skills and talents to take me to great heights
it would be good for me to read more frequently
i should make goals

i'm going nowhere.

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1. i have a stable home-life ( Read more... )

the universe is out of alignment. several elements in my life are working against me ( Read more... )

I'm fucking pissed!!! It all started yesterday. I drive to roller derby practice (approx: 6pm) and start skating. I feel weird. I figure it's just nerves and I'll skate it off. 15 mins later... feeling worse... I try to stop and have zero balance and almost fall. Skate another few laps... definitely makin' me feel dizzy and I feel like I have wayyy ( Read more... )

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go my emotions.
my outlooks.
my energy.
my motivation.
self confidence.
determination.

idk what to think right now. but i'm tired. that's probably why. :[

i thought i posted an entry more recently than the one showing on my journal. i guess i was wrong. :c ( Read more... )

1/straightening hair + hairspray
2/orabase on cancor(sp?) sore
3/mix cd for kai

?s w/o answers
1/portland or aberdeen
... that's really the only important one right now. it is all just so difficult. i don't want to do it alone.