I had the worse bus journey this morning. I left the house at 5.30am and arrived at work at 8am. Only about 45minutes of that was actual travelling time, the rest was waiting for the bus time. I've really gotta tell uni about this, its stupid, I'm not getting anything out of this placement even. I just have to sit for 7.5 hours (or 14hrs if I'm ( Read more... )

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Merry christmas everyone.

Lu

I let Ash read this the other day, well I say let, he was never not allowed to he just chose not to. He read it anyway, and I'm glad that he did. He now knows more about me I guess. I want him to know everything about me, or as much as I am able to tell him. I love him so much and he needs to know things, I can't keep things from him if we're going ( Read more... )

My daily rant about this school ( Read more... )

Lisa has been writing about feeling lonely, about me not spending time with her. The thing is though, I feel so pushed out of it all that there is noone I can talk to, her included. The only person that I can talk to is ash and I'm so scared of losing him when I go to university. I just hope that he comes with me, I can't see myself surviving ( Read more... )

I didn't see Ash yesterday, he was off sick from work and I really miss him. Its weird, I've been texting him and stuff but somehow it doesn't seem real. Its like he's just a thing sending me text messages, could be anything but I miss him so much, I just can't explain. Without him I feel like I'm not a real person, I'm just here but not really ( Read more... )

Hummmm, I'm feeling so so shit. I feel ill and I can't stop crying at the silliest little thing. I had to phone occupational health about sorting out about my job as a care assistant and had to talk about SI and now I've gotta go to work, to morrisons and Ash has phoned in sick so now there's no way that I can do too. My head hurts, I've got a cold ( Read more... )