Well, my whole dorm floor smells like puke because Casey and John are trashed (John more so, it's his vomit). So I put a towel under my door, which I've had open as little as possible, and burned half a stick of incence. It smells really good in here and really bad in the hallway now. That's my story of the night ( Read more... )

Good news: I have self-esteem today, so far.
Bad news: I have to write 2 papers that I've been putting off for a class that started 6 minutes ago.

2006 is a piece of shit. All it has been is the reaping of damaged relationships from 2005. I've discovered the loss of 3 of my closest friends so far. I wonder how many more there will be? Or is this just the start? Perhaps, soon everyone will spend their time pretending I don't exist except when it's unaviodable. Perhaps, when nobody beleives ( Read more... )

Well, my Christmas break has been exciting. I figured I'd recap it b/c it ends in 5 days. But before I forget, come to my Almost New Year's Party tonight, Friday @ 8:00. Be there, or be square ( Read more... )

I'm so damn tired, and I'm not going to bed until 6. I know it. I'm just too damn stressed out about shit. Why now, I don't even have school! Fuck. Kristina has a boyfriend. I just found out after 3 weeks. Do I even fucking know her? Her and I were on the verge of getting into a big fight for the entire half hour that we talked. My mind is racing, ( Read more... )

I have to get up in 4 hours and I don't care. I'm also hungry as hell, but I don't care. (I should start getting up early enough to eat 3 meals a day). I'm just in a really pissy mood right now and I hate it. I'm super-pissed at half the girls I know right now for stupid little things and I'll get over it in 10 minutes, but I still hate it. And I' ( Read more... )

Things with Bethy have become much more painful than I ever expected them to be. I had hope that things could go back to the way they were what with her blessed forgiving nature, however, it is not going that smoothly at all. I got the feeling the other night when she got really mad over nothing that she was really lashing out at me. I doubt she ( Read more... )

My buddy Graham is fuckin scaring me. I had some friends over to watch a movie tonight. After everybody else left, Graham, Gid, and I were talking, suddenly Graham starts almost passing out and then coming back to full awareness again. Gid and I were quite worried. He was like a a radio station coming in and out. He was barely conscious one moment ( Read more... )

This is in response to some comments that have been made on this journal. What Rachel said I probably deserved twofold. I will not tolerate people being mean to other people via my LJ. Also, Beth is by no means 'not worth anything' otherwise I wouldn't have dated her. She's fucking fabulous, I merely posted that entry because I was hurt by how much ( Read more... )

sup bitches. (j/k, you're not really bitches) Well, I had piano juries today, they went really well. Also, I saw Beth for the first time in a week and a half today. I said hey, a polite little conversation ensued, and even though I sat at her table at breakfast I kept my distance (physically and socially) b/c I wanted to play it cautiously in case ( Read more... )