We all have the best intentions but it's who follows through who stand out in this world. What's hardest is the best for you. What's easiest we should quit. I'm so tired. I just feel like collapsing. I got up and that's no big deal but i pushed myself to the limit today the whole ride up and now i'm just exhausted. I just want to sleep. This is not ( Read more... )

Man, Dai came into work and asked me to get my research paper done. I don't want to do that paper. I hate writing, and i'm not coming up with excuses that's just how i feel. I am starting to having confidence in myself. There is do and there is don't but there is no try. I don't like doing papers. They are such a pain in the ass. I need a teacher ( Read more... )

Last night was so crazy! It all started when I went longboarding a couple blocks away when i saw that i could jump on this fence and climb on top of this building. So i went for it. I got on top of this fence and tried to pull myself up eight feet! I had to jump up off the fence to grap the lip of the building and then haul my butt over it. I ( Read more... )

Oo budie this is taking me forever to do. I feel like i need to sleep for a couple days after this. Man oh man am i tired. I am hungry too and all i have been eating today is stuff out of the junk machine. I think i should just take a little nap. okie doke.

Ahh i am once again waiting to go to class. Bore to the dom. And i am hungry too. I just want to get to class and get it over with so i can go get something to eat. I hope my ankles heal soon so i can go skate in a couple days. I need to find someone who can freakin do an Ollie around here so i can learN it. Im kinda tired too. I am going to have a ( Read more... )

It's 11:36 right now and I am at KCI just a writin. I have a four page rough draft due tomorrow but i'm not sure if i want to work on it here. I think i am just procrastinating as always. I am glad that my depression is leaving me. See i told it "Bitch you better get the fuck out before I...dude stop beating my ass!" Oh well. There's this hot ( Read more... )

That job interview hasn't shown any fruit yet. Hopefully i get it but if i don't I won't cry. There is hopefully a billion other jobs out there that i can get. I have been gunning for some more hours at work but i have yet to talk to financial aid or Mrs. Krause. But i need some more bucks for sure. I want to pay Jim back all the money i owe him. ( Read more... )

Today I woke up at seven, left the house at 7:15 and headed off to work at a blistering pace. It is nine miles to school and it doesn't much feel like nine miles anymore. It feels like two on foot. Thank god I have my bike or i would never had made it early or maybe at all since it is so far on foot. I would have made it like at least an hour or ( Read more... )

I just got to work and i am finding out that i want to go back home but i'm glad that i have something to do today. Jim has a date tonight and a party to go to tomorrow so i have to put my face in some books while he is doing that. I really should make an effort to make some friends around here because if i don't have friends i am going to have ( Read more... )

I feel so bad. My bike broke on the way to foothill today. Luckily i wasn't hurt to bad and i wasn't to far from the college either. I want to move back home. I am going to in a couple months after this semester is over. I mean i wake up in the morning and all i think about is being back home. And i always want to cry. It can be any part of the day ( Read more... )