the beat goes on
That job interview hasn't shown any fruit yet. Hopefully i get it but if i don't I won't cry. There is hopefully a billion other jobs out there that i can get. I have been gunning for some more hours at work but i have yet to talk to financial aid or Mrs. Krause. But i need some more bucks for sure. I want to pay Jim back all the money i owe him. By the way i need to pay my tuition and get that out of the way for this month. i need to also study more and i should be studying right now but i am purging. Well i'll do this quick so i can leave. I have to get more comfortable with people. I mean if i don't i am going to have bad relations with people all my life. I don't just want to be that guy who doesn't talk because he is afraid something bad will happen. I want to get over that. Some skater's are crazy, i don't know how they walk with their pants down to there asses. I don't much care i am just commenting.
I just talked to mom. She is doing good. Cole's english seems to be improving. And he told me that only one people is in his house right now. Cute little guy. Can't wait to see them for thanks giving or what not. i hate flying back and forth. Makes me nervous. I mean flying five hours one way and then chilling for a couple days and then flying back seems a bit much but who cares. I get to see my family, relax, eat till i'm full and what not. I mean the whole time it is just relaxation. Going to the beach, rock climbing, jogging at night, watching movies with mom and cole. Eating awesome thai food. I mean it's the life. I just want to savor every moment and do what i have to do to get me where i want to go. If i don't then I will never grow and nothing exciting will ever happen to me. Or i will never happen to anyone else. Well i have to go. I will try to write more later. Peace
I just talked to mom. She is doing good. Cole's english seems to be improving. And he told me that only one people is in his house right now. Cute little guy. Can't wait to see them for thanks giving or what not. i hate flying back and forth. Makes me nervous. I mean flying five hours one way and then chilling for a couple days and then flying back seems a bit much but who cares. I get to see my family, relax, eat till i'm full and what not. I mean the whole time it is just relaxation. Going to the beach, rock climbing, jogging at night, watching movies with mom and cole. Eating awesome thai food. I mean it's the life. I just want to savor every moment and do what i have to do to get me where i want to go. If i don't then I will never grow and nothing exciting will ever happen to me. Or i will never happen to anyone else. Well i have to go. I will try to write more later. Peace