Wooo!

[louiethewrench]

I just got to work and i am finding out that i want to go back home but i'm glad that i have something to do today. Jim has a date tonight and a party to go to tomorrow so i have to put my face in some books while he is doing that. I really should make an effort to make some friends around here because if i don't have friends i am going to have nothing to do forever! And i am totally tired of doing nothing. So i have decided to stay in california because if i give up now what kind of person would i be? I mean yeah i love my family and i miss them more than anything else but whatcha going to do? I could leave and go back and feel just as bad because i missed out on an awesome opportunity. I truly do miss my family so much. I mean that is mostly what i feel day to day. I never thought i would feel so bad but you know what. i have to feel better because who really wants to feel bad all day? Not me. So i need to make an effort to be who i want to be and get the hell out of this funk i am in! Hell yes it is about time I started to feel better. i have to be determined or else i will just become some bum who wasted all his years being a big baby. So that is all i have to say. i miss you guys.

Love Ryan