WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF ( Read more... )

when i woke up today the world said "Amanda, we are going to find out what we can do to make your day a living hell!" i says to the world i say " okay world do what you must. but by the end of the day, you must stop fucking with my life" the world in reply says " i cant tell you what exactly i have planned you will have to see as you go along ( Read more... )

feeling so very comfortably numb

my dream last night left me with high hopes that our country might somewhat still be salvagable, but of course dreams are dreams, and never are they reality. it seems like lately everything has been nothing but a series of unfortunate events: 1. chucks burning down. 2. getting sick. 3. not being able to vote 4. seeing the person i would have voted ( Read more... )

voting day.... hmm it has me in torment and i feel that i will be in torment for the next 4 years, no matter what the out come might be.... i hate that i can not vote, but i think i have done my job by making sure my mom votes, she voted for the both of us and saved the sticker for me because i did such a good job of making sure she was going to ( Read more... )

i feel like poo-poo. cramps + cold = YUCKIE!!!

sometimes i think i get so claustrophobic that i feel like i actually stop breathing for hours at a time.

I HATE DOING ALL THIS COLLEGE SHIT, APARTMENT SHIT, REAL LIFE SHIT!!! EMILY OFFICIALLY HATES ME BECAUSE I TOLD HER I DONT WANT TO LIVE WITH HER AND THAT I WANT TO LIVE IN A DORM. SHE COMPLETELY BLEW UP AT ME. I DONT EVEN KNOW IF IM GOING TO BE ABLE TO LIVE IN A DORM (I GUESS ITS REALLY HARD TO GET A DORM FOR COLUMBIA WHEN YOU LIVE INSTATE). ( Read more... )

i started writing an entry about how much i love scot, about how i cant imagine life without him, and about how i honestly dont think id even be alive right now if i didnt have him. but then i desided that it was all to personal to say everything i REALLY wanted to say. so i think that covers it.

Firsts ( Read more... )